Friday, March 11, 2005

Conversation With A Budding Porn Star

So, I've been talking to this other chick from the BDSM site. I will write more later, I gotta go to bed - yes, I've been able to get things under control a bit lately; have hardly been whacking off but three or four times a day - but, it was a very strange experience.

At first it was like she wanted to pretend like she just wanted a sugar daddy and wasn't a hooker. Then when I got more and more out of her, it turned out she had shot some film. Now, this is a big girl, so I mentioned that the guy she had shot for says some pretty stupid and degrading (and not in a sexy way) things to the more heavyset girls in his videos. She agreed, and wrote, "i know and it hurt my self esteem for like a week and a half afterward."

Man. I pitied this poor girl. At first I thought she was a closed-off pro who I could get rough with, but instead, she's some mixed up poor lost soul.

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