Lost. And Found.

Female, 21 Natchitoches, LA United States I am trying to overcome internet pornography. I hope to use this victory as a testimony in the future. Right now, I would like to use this journal to reach people who are going through the same thing as me. I will post everyday my web activity, and how I did with avoiding pornography.

7.27.2003

Day 1

Hi, it's my first day. If you read the description, you know that I'm logging my attempts to avoid pornography. Today, I didn't look at porn, as I spent the day with my family. I signed up for a free online course to help me overcome my addiction. For anyone who would like to try it, the site is www.settingcaptivesfree.com This seems like a good program. I am going to talk to my friend Sam tomorrow. He knows about my addiction and has been trying to help me through it. I'm going to list him as the person to e-mail my answers to the course to.

Posted on 7.27.2003 at 4:15 AM

7.28.2003

Day 2

I didn't really do anything with my struggle today, but I didn't struggle with it either. I had a really busy day, so I didn't get near a computer before about half an hour ago. I talked to my preacher this morning, and next Sunday morning, I am going to make a public profession of my faith in church. That's about it. Oh yeah, I told another person about my struggle, as I needed to use her computer to do the course at www.settingcaptivesfree.com Please remember to e-mail me if you are going through the same thing: dede02_2000@yahoo.com

Posted on 7.28.2003 at 1:09 AM

7.29.2003

Day 3

Okay, I forgot to do one yesterday, I had a really busy day. Nothing really happened with my struggle though. I did the course in front of a friend, because I was at his house spending the night with his sister, and I had to get it done. I don't think he noticed, but I had gotten to the point that I knew I had to do it, because I didn't want to lose focus and fall again. I spent the day with friends. My old roommate, Jenna, came up from home. She had her neice and nephew with her, and I kept them for a couple of hours while she got some business taken care of. Afterwards, I went to another friend's house and went swimming for the longest time. Then we watched Cinderella II, and I left. I came home, and was woken up this morning by the little girl I babysit, at 6:30 in the morning, I was an unhappy camper. Then I got online and did my coursework for the day.

Posted on 7.29.2003 at 7:28 AM

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