Part VI of The Domme

It's had to write on here. When I do have the inspiration, my wife is around, being dour and annoying. By the time it's late, I'm tired and chances are I'm distracted. So, almost every time I write something long, I have to force myself.

Most of the time when it comes to my wife I am terrified. When I went to see the Domme the other night, I had to delete all my cell phone messages in case my wife called my voice mail. My mistress has my real cell phone number and knows not to call. However I let my Harry Tasker cell phone lapse as I have avoided my mistress for one or two months; I can't tell - time has sort of all run together lately, and has run by me. So, I had to listen to and delete twenty messages chronicling the time in which I've neglected her and denied her the opportunity to contact me. Since there were so many messages, I worried that while I was with the Domme, my mistress would leave another message and my wife might hear it. Or that my wife would get let off work early that night, and come home to find me gone. Or that I would be in a car accident, even a fender-bender, and an insurance or police report would show that I was two hours away in a scenic seaside town at 1 a.m. Or that my date, the Domme, would leave a hair on the seat, or a hickey on my neck.

Today for example I had stayed up til 6 a.m., and when I woke up at noon the wife wasn't back yet. I was worried she had found some evidence of my mistress or the Domme or some other girl or my blog or my porn stash, and had left me.

After that, I hung out with a friend of mine whose wife I would totally nail because she has a very pretty face and huge, truly disproportionate tits, and when I couldn't reach my wife at 5 p.m. on her cell or at her parents' house, I started to worry she had left.

When I did get a hold of her, she was grouchy as hell and I knew I had to come back and let her be sour and make me miserable. When I got home, however, the driveway was empty. Had she found something and left right then? Had my mistress left a message for me in the day and my wife had heard it? Had I left Messenger on and one of my girlfriends had started a conversation?

Jesus.