Catastrophe - I'm back, bitches!

My hard drive failed. Thank god it wasn't the new 400 gig one with most of my porn collection on it. It was the 160 gig one that came with my PC. Still, it had a bunch of gigs' worth of porn on it, plus a ton of my personal files, and of course, the computer was down for a month while a friend of mine who works at Microsoft was recovering my data.

I could have just bought another hard drive and a copy of Windows XP and been up and running, but I am too cheap for that. It's my weakness. One of them.

Being offline these past few weeks, really caused me to do a lot more with my life. In a way even though I love, crave, and missed my porn, I was dreading having the computer work again. I knew I'd be stuck, up all night, harvesting porn and whacking off. Sure enough, it's 7:00 a.m., and I just spent 13 hours straight doing just that.

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It's funny; sometimes when I am on a mission, collecting one particular type of porn or grabbing every single file in a series, etc, I get caught up in this altered state, so much so that I don't even realize it. Finally when I have yet another orgasm, it hits me that I was in a dream state. For example, I just spent several hours, not collecting good stuff, but hitting up local women on this bondage and sadomasochism personals site. I must have emailed... let me see. Ok, I emailed 24 people. 24! That is a lot of emails. When I was in the dreamworld, I was horny, so I was willing to do any and every god damn thing needed to fuck one of these crazy bitches. But now that I've just gotten off, the whole process of concocting emails and calling her up and working it during the call, and meeting her and being "on," and going to the motel, and putting her through the paces, it all seems like such a big ordeal.