Waiting / Room

About that chick; I have mixed feelings about that type of girls' thing about verbal humiliation in bed. On the one hand it's fun because:

• they're looking for it
• and not a lot of guys are actually good at dirty talk, so it's nice to be the wilder and more exciting lover
• it scratches the girl's itch
• it's fun

It's great because most guys are sitting there fantasizing about the usual stuff like getting their chick to have a threesome or anal sex or swallow or whatever the usuals are, whereas I'm in her house or the hooker motel indulging my every whim while I call them a dirty slut or a fucking whore. Then I punish them for it, like order them kneel while I slap their face or tits several times, whip their pussy with a belt, or whatever. Then I reward them for doing a good job at taking their punishment, by making them do something else. Then I get to punish them for it! And so on.

Anyway on the one hand they have orgasms, they tell me they dig it, they call me and ask for more, and so on. It's fun if it gets a girl off that I'm using one of her orifices while telling her "This is what you're good for," but at the same time, is that what I want her to believe? I feel as though I'm giving the heroin to the junkie: yeah it's pleasing to them, but is it truly good for them or is it hurting them?

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And yet, when they tell me they know it's just a game, I have to think, well, this is an adult, and they seemed to keep it in the bedroom completely.